Finished

Finally finished adult school. I'm actually pretty proud of myself. I finished the whole second semester of Algebra 2 in 15 school days. Pretty nice huh? Yes, hold your applause, thank you very much. My goal was to finish it before August and i met that goal, but now i got to start reading the books for AP english. But that won't be that bad, considering that i might have a lot of free time now, and i actually enjoy reading. To be honest with you, i actually enjoyed adult school. I liked the whole fact that I had to learn everything by myself and work on my own. I thought it was good practice for my self discipline, and it's good practice for college. I've really been interested in education, if you know what i mean. Liiike, looking for colleges seems interesting to me right now, and the whole SAT thing excites me. I'm pretty much being a geek right now, but at this point of my teenage life i'd rather be a geek than a thug or a party animal. Geek life is how i do!
It's been awhile since I've blogged or reflected like this. The past few blogs have been poems or stories, but i thought it was time to do something like this.
I'll probably write more later tonight. BYE for now.

16 Facts. TAGGED.

Once you've been tagged, you have to write a blog with 16 random things, facts, habits or goals about you. At the end choose 5 people to be tagged, listing their names and why you chose them. Don't forget to leave them a comment ("you're it") and to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. Since you can't tag me let me know when you've posted your blog, so I can see your weirdness.

Justine was the tagger and i became the taggee.

1. Writing is my thang. I can sit in my room with a pen and a pad writing songs, stories, or poems all day. It's kind of my escape from reality, but at the same time it helps me stay in tune with that same reality im escaping from. nah mean? GOOD.

2. I pee a lot. Maybe 205 times a day, which is about 29 gallons. It's that Arizona Green Tea dude! I actually got a collection of Arizona Green Teas going on, and i got 17 cans so far. ha.

3. Spongebob lives in a pineapple under the sea, and i wouldnt mind living with him. He is my homeboy, my brother, and my heart and soul. HA. On the real though, i can watch Spongebob all day, and it'll be the best day of my life. LOL. damn he's a cutie.

4. I appreciate a lot. If someone gives me a compliment or some respect i appreciate it two times more than a normal person.

5. I'm always happy and silly, and i feel like it's my duty to make people around me happy. When i see someone bored, i can't help but try to unbore them.

6. I listen to slow songs a LOT. Cus it makes me feel GOOD.

7. I want to see the world. Once i'm financially ready, i'm going to travel everywhere. Like in yo mama's panties.

8. I have no idea what i want to do with my life in the future, and it makes me kind of worried.

9. I feel like i need to meet new people everyday. "Cus we hardly know ourselves if we know nobody else."

10. I'm constantly in need of change. I think i rearrange my room every month. I would change my layout on this blogspot every week if it didn't take that much time. Every other day, i probably listen to a different genre of music. Thats why i think school is harder for me, cus its repitition every damn day.

11. I don't care as much as i used to. And i dont know if thats a good or bad thing.

12. I like her a lot, and i've been happier than ive been because of her.

13. I dance a lot. Especially in front of the mirror. naked. JKjk. Dancing is fun though, and everyone can dance. there's no such thing as "i can't dance". Everybody can dance you stupid poopfaces. You either just dance really good or horribly. Lol

14. I think it would be really nice if the whole world said "Hi" to eachother more often. Too many people estrange themselves from their neighbors. We should all get closer, and caress eachother. nice and slowly.. awwww yeah.

15. I love watching movies. Popping a movie in during the late night is so chill to me. Especially when people are over watching it with you. ITS CUTE. But yes. I like a lot of movies.

16. I can't wait to experience new experiences and figure out more about myself. And i got a headache. Ouch.


I TAG :
1. Connie Tongtry.
2. Chris Paulo Rodriguez.
3. Kobe Bryant.
4. Michael Jordan.
5. Spongebob Squarepants.

Free$tlyle

Last night was intense. All night freestyling with RooBear and ChrisP. Nonstop rhyming and nonstop disses. LOL it was hilarious. RooBear is my and ChrisP's new prospect. Next year he's ganna be tearing cats down left and right with his freestyle game.
Dark Knight was a dope movie. I believe it forsurely live up to its hype. Heath Ledger played the Joker amazingly, and Christain Baile is a great actor as well. The story line was different from the cartoon a bit though, but it was cool how they set it up in the movie i suppose. The movie is ganna make billions of dollars man. I went to watch it at 12 midnight last night, which was the first showing, and the movie theatre i was at was packed. I think they had like 5 or 6 auditoriums showing the movie, and each one of em was packed. Oh, and i ended up sitting next to the loudest motherfucker in the room. He would laugh over stupid shit, and repeat stupid parts. He was dumb, and a geek. I was ganna elbow his face, but he probably had a 300+ pound advantage on me. SO, i restrained myself from dropkicking him.

Things i must do this week.
- 28 assignments left for adult school.
- Start reading 1 of the 4 books i have to read for AP english next year.
- No more chillin, just gotta straight up work!
- Air Alert, basketball, work out, eat til im 210 pounds.
- No more fast food.
- Maybe replace my phone, cus my chocolate phone is acting up again.
- AND I DONT KNOW WHAT ELSE!

SO yes, im outie for now :]

Much Love,
ALD.


*i had a video, RooBear vs ChrisP, but it wont upload :[.

Story of Billay. part 1

So there was this guy named Billay. He was the super coolest dude in his school, and everyone looked up to him. He always wore the freshest clothes and did the coolest things, he was very innovative. Everyone copied him, but he didnt care. He lived by his slogan, "life is like a box of chocolates, when you do something sweet, everyone wants to bite you". So true. But he continued just being himself, until his whole life dramatically changed. Being only 16 and living the high school life, he found himself stuck in the typical high school situation. Condom or do it RAW? He chose the condom, cus hes such a smart individual, but he didnt realize the person he was having sex with was a guy who had super powers to give anybody AIDS even if they wore a condom. Billay had no idea what happened to him, until he realized he was feeling mighty sick. He went to the hospital and found out he was infected. NOT GOOD! Billay broke down and cried. But he said NO, though im ganna die, i gotta make my life worth while. Billay asked the doctor, "How much longer do i have left?". The doctor replied, "30 hours!". Billay ran out of the hospital, trying to think of things he has always wanted to do with his life. Right when he got out of the hospital he thought to himself, “I NEED A WHITE CASTLE BURGER!” So that became his first mission to complete within those 30 hours he had left to live. Unlike his best friends Harold and Kumar, Billay was much more wise about getting to White Castle. Instead of taking a road trip without directions and with out any knowledge of how to get there. Billay busted out his iPhone which also was equipped with Google Maps. He called a taxi and was on his way until he realized a White Castle burger was not what his heart yearned for. There was something else in mind and that was to visit the Aquarium of the Pacific. Thirty minutes has passed by now and he was getting very nervous about how much time he had left. Did I ever mention he had Obsessive Compulsive Disorder? He can't help but smack his nuts every single 15 minutes and 45 seconds of every hour. So since he was so nervous about how much time he had left, he used his self-nutt checking OCD problem to keep count of how much time he had left before he died. So far, he has hit himself in the nutts 2 times since leaving the hospital, so he has about 27 more nutt checks to himself before his death. After leaving the Aquarium of the Pacific, he decided to take a plane to Aldrich's house. A big time wizard from Hogwarts, who has promised Billay a wand to do magical things. The trip to Hogwarts sadly took 2 nut checking hours, but getting the magical wand from Aldrich was totally worth it for Billay. Aldrich told Billay to be careful, and also that Harry Potter said hello. Billay nodded and went off with his wand. He flew back to the non-wizard world, in Inglewood, California.

TO BE CONTINUED.....

This is how we chill from...

Random thoughts-
Today twas a chill day. I love Hip Hop. Hieroglyphics is ganna twist a kids cerebellum. Parks are so chill. Lets go sometime. Summer feels like its just beginning. I miss everybody. Long blog.


I woke up this morning and ate the McDonalds that my dad bought, which i doubt was good for me cus ive been having stomach problems for the past week. And because of that problem my mom went to walgreens to get me some medicine to fix it, which will probably just make me poop even more. Later that morning i finally went to the DMV to take my written test for my permit, and i got a 100% :]. I believe i am a genius. So now i just gotta wait 6 more months for my license, and do all that drivers training stuff. So i'll have my license by 2009 January. Sounds good.
Afterwards, hit up Kevin's house cus he wanted to film some stuff at some park. We didn't have a ride, so we decided to take the bus. There were 4 of us, and we had to carry all this random junk for the video, it was pretty intense. When the bus dropped us off, we still needed to walk like 3 more blocks which consisted of 4 crazy ass hills that could kill someone. Got mad tired, until we finally reached the park. Sitting at the park felt so goooood. The breeze, mmmMmm. I watched them film the first couple scenes. I was suppose to have scenes in the video but we never got to finish. OH BUT DUUUUDE. Something went down at the park that instantly made my day. Kinda sad to talk about it but it was sooo funny. We had a wheelchair and there was this pretty steep grassy hill. I rode down the hill with the wheelchair and i was able to go down safely, and it was pretty fun. Then my friend Jaime tried doing it, and he fell on his face. LOL! omg, that thing made my day i swear. Everyone thought he was ganna make it, but at the last second he just straight up face planted and the wheelchair rolled over on top of him. Oh man it was intense. I cracked up right when it happened, then my senses came to me, and i decided to ask if he was okay. Jaime is a warrior though, so of course he was alright. He had a scratch on his forehead though, that might end up being a scar. Jeez that was intense.
Left the park at around 6ish, and went to Chris' house to wait for Joe. And we all went to the Blue Scholars + Hieroglyphics show up at the glasshouse in pomona. I was satisfied with everything man. Blue Scholars never disappoint when they perform live. Most definetely one of my favorite groups out there right now. But when Hiero showed up, :]. I grew up listening to Hiero, so when they played those songs that i naturally knew the lyrics too from just listening to them so much, it felt really good. The whole energy of the performance was dope. Plus all that second-hand weed. mmmMm. Not all of Hiero was there, but there was A-Plus, Opio, Tajai, Pep.Love, and Casual, so pretty much Souls of Mischief + Casual. All did their thing, faasho. Hip Hop<3. Came home right after, and it feels good just to finally relax now. Cus this is how i chill from 93 til.....

Much Love,
ALD.

I ams.

I ams what i ams. No front no scams.
I stand as that different color painted on the canvas.
Understand it, i don't plan to hand you
a bunch of consecutive truths about how im better than you,
I just want you to know nothing can change me,
i remain me, nothing will phase me.
People can sloppily copy me,
honestly i could care less.
Im not into starting trends, or what not,
I really dont give a shit about whats hot.
I do what i feel to make me feel satisfactory.
Thats just me. Go ahead and laugh at me.
I know some things i do is unorthodox
"But i ams what i ams and thats all i can be,
no more no less, what youre seeing is me."

Colors.

I am the colors to the rainbow.
Why? because i say so.
So uhm, HELLO, nice to meet you!
Label me white, brown, red or yellow or i might even be blue!
Green like nature, feeling calm and sane.
White like paper, feeling simple and plain.
Im blue on the saddest days, like boring saturdays,
But when i see the yellow sunshine, i let the blue wash away.
I'm purple or pink, when i wanna be pretty.
I wear all black, when i wanna feel pity.
I can have feelings in between, if you know what i mean.
I can be calm and excited and that would make me yellow-green.
Seriously. with me, theres things you can find!
So I really feel bad for you if youre color blind.
I'm colors dude! i make everything vivid.
I distinguish life - and everything in it.
Yes, im colors, different types i portray,
And you need me, cus i brighten up your day!


This is me, Colors, used at my finest.

I was hoping... Part II

I was hoping that i can finally know your name, but.... wait,
for some reason your name being a mystery to me seems better at this moment
cus all i care about right now is finding the definition of this "fill in the blank" situation.
funny how my hesitation before became a quick sip of confidence.
causing this conversation to turn into my sorry attempt to finally "get at a girl"
but just hear me out, cus as i take some of your time, i was hoping that..
maybe you can allow me to carefully read your mind,
hopefully dig into it and find the gravitational force
that pulls me to your direction.
find the connection that links me to want to find out what you think.
dont think a rejection from you will bring me to the brink of depression,
but me just talking to you right now boost my self esteem up
to a point where theres no possible way itll shrink to regression.
sorry if i got you startled by coming to you so aggressively.
especially since this all started with one simple question, asking what your name is.
i had no intentions to pour my heart out the way i just did,
but doing so felt better than i thought.
i honestly don't even wanna know your name anymore,
even though at first it was my purpose to find what it was.
i rather gather enough courage and force you to keep your lips shut
and prefer you not to tell me, and if you feel this -
you wont need to know my name in return, but i was hoping you'll allow me kiss those concealed lips.
surprised when our lips instantly touched.
didnt know what to do next, but my legs started walking away like it was the right thing to do.
but you grabbed my arm and ask me for my name.
got me on check, like saay what? but i eventually told you.
and you smiled at me. that smile was all that was needed from you, as i viewed this whole occurrence as a success.
everything i hoped for didnt even matter, and i didnt care about whats next.

I was hoping... Part I

the minute you walked in, your presence was felt.
caught me lost in my own conscious, causing me to question myself.
became the queen of my heart with the deck that was dealt.
your essence left me to melt, with no intentions to help -
it seems youre the type who doesnt believe in love at first sight,
cus everyone else that tries to holler at you dont converse right -
but i wish to burst light in those concepts that you dwell,
so i approach you, hoping to impress you with a message to tell,
but instead, the words i wished to speak - are kept to myself.
disappointment. an opportunity of a soon to be waste of enjoyment.
but i need to capatalize and somehow grasp this moment of mine.
i mean, girls like you only come once in a blue moon,
so i must soon tune into your life and somehow get noticed.
hope this doesnt seem like a simple plea of a desperate one night stand.
but for the heck of it, im just hoping once i can -
stand up and be like a man
i can say the right words thatll enable me to take your hand.
just knowing i can be the type of guy to pick up a girl in your calibur.
cus im sure, your not the type to fall for the insecure, such as myself.
people being simple and pure with a diction of words, but i can't do that, its not my style.
all i can do is think to myself, daydream about me making you smile.
i lack action. my thoughts are always packed in. everlasting doubt,
words i should speak out, but never do.
but then our eyes locked. im lost in embarrassment, scratching my head like the ones and twos.
instantly start walking, and the distance we once had, comes closer.
thinking i was ganna finally get to know your name, but then you walk right by me.
not realizing you made eye contact with the person behind me.
red in the cheeks, but i said efff it, its not over.
somehow built enough courage to get your attention when i tapped your shoulder.
my throat choking, saying words that long ago shouldve been spoken,
telling you, i dont know your name, but i was hoping that........